Happy Birthday Mummy!

Published March 15, 2013 by ireneyksoh

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Got mummy dearest a lovely cake for her birthday, just the way I’ve always did when she was still around. This time the cake was set on her alter, surrounded by lots of her favourite foods. I wanted to feel happy on this special event and wished her ” Happy birthday” with a big smile. Past memories begin flashing through my head and before long, I found myself hiding and sniffing inside the toilet again.

Even writing this makes me very sad, and my tears just love to flow out on their own. Its been almost two years since the day she passed on. But the pain still continues to haunt me and at times in my dream. I know mummy wound not want to see me like this but its really beyond my control.

Mummy, I love you! If God ever gave me a chance to choose again, I can give up everything just to have you back. That’s how much you meant to me

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